In April, it hit me like a ton of bricks. I am still in love with my ex-girlfriend. I told her this. She cried, and regretfully told me she's with someone else.
My greatest hope? To win her back and spend the rest of my life with her. My greatest fear? That she'll find love elsewhere, and my chances are over.
This is one of many ways I cope.
In the best interests of her, my friends, and I, this blog will remain anonymous.
This is real.
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Dear love,
I’ve decided I will no longer check your blog. The intense rush of butterflies I get in my stomach waiting for the page to load is a little too much to handle. And you know me, always thinking the worst… “maybe she posted a picture of her with the new boyfriend?”, etc.
Yes. Putting it in writing makes this very official. No more blog.
Love,
me
