I Love Her

In April, it hit me like a ton of bricks. I am still in love with my ex-girlfriend. I told her this. She cried, and regretfully told me she's with someone else.

My greatest hope? To win her back and spend the rest of my life with her. My greatest fear? That she'll find love elsewhere, and my chances are over.

This is one of many ways I cope.

In the best interests of her, my friends, and I, this blog will remain anonymous.

This is real.

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Aug 16
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I had sex the other night

Good sex. With a good girl. Aaand I couldn’t help but compare her to you.

This is the third time that happened.

Why?

Because I had the best sex of my life with you.

Why?

Because I was in love with you.

When you’re in love with someone you want to give them the best… you want to give them all you got. Feel fortunate, darlin. Not everyone knows what it feels like to really want to give someone the best sex of their life out of true love. That’s affection on a cosmic scale, love. We’re so lucky to have had that.

Our good mutual friend recently told me you’re thinking the same thing.

I wonder how far along we are from being together again, if at all. If there’s a last chance, I wonder if you’ll give it to me.