I Love Her

In April, it hit me like a ton of bricks. I am still in love with my ex-girlfriend. I told her this. She cried, and regretfully told me she's with someone else.

My greatest hope? To win her back and spend the rest of my life with her. My greatest fear? That she'll find love elsewhere, and my chances are over.

This is one of many ways I cope.

In the best interests of her, my friends, and I, this blog will remain anonymous.

This is real.

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Jul 27
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A Hard Way To Fall - Ryan Adams

See the rain on the street
The way the cars shine
And the scotch that she drinks
With her lips so fine
And her shoulders go weak
As she closes her eyes
Oh, my God, when she was mine

See how she moves through the door
How she loses her keys
How she loses her cool
Watching blackbirds scatter through the trees
How she flips from the back to the front
Reading magazines
Oh, my God, I miss those things
And it’s a hard way to fall
And this ain’t the easy way down
And it’s a hard thing to love anyone, anyhow

So if it’s gotta be you
Treat her nice
Hold her hand
And tell her twice
That she doesn’t have to worry
And it will be alright
It’s alright this time
It’s alright this time

See her smiling at him?
That used to be me
I could find her in a thunderstorm
Just by the way that the rain would fall
And we used to be something
But somethin’ happened to me
Oh, my God, when I was free
And it’s a hard way to fall
And this ain’t easy way down
And it’s a hard thing to love anyone, anyhow
And it’s a hard way to fall
And this ain’t the easy way down
And it’s a hard thing to love anyone, anyhow