I Love Her

In April, it hit me like a ton of bricks. I am still in love with my ex-girlfriend. I told her this. She cried, and regretfully told me she's with someone else.

My greatest hope? To win her back and spend the rest of my life with her. My greatest fear? That she'll find love elsewhere, and my chances are over.

This is one of many ways I cope.

In the best interests of her, my friends, and I, this blog will remain anonymous.

This is real.

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Jul 25
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I’m a guy…

…and I’ve heard that for a girl, there’s nothing sexier than having a guy who knows exactly what he wants. Is that true?

I know I want my ex. I know she’s the one. She knows this but is scared to give me another try because I pushed her away when I wasn’t ready. Now I’m 1000% sure she’s the one. The ony way I can prove it to her without being creepy is to continue living my life, dating, and checking in with myself - do I still feel this way about her? (Yes, absolutely, etc) and as a good friend said, “be there to pick up the phone.”

Time’s really the only thing I got. But I know what I want. Trying to maintain the balance between holding on and letting go for sake of resentment and potential disappointment. That’s love.